Blorg

 i need to check if i can use a nromal earinmg in my ring 

 i am straightup so nervous abt everything that i dont know what to do with my life

 i rly fw mitski

 i feel like i schizophreniced earlier

i think the vince staples show is important to me

 i think something is wrogn with my shoulders they do too much movement wise and they pop too muich and it goes out sometimes

 i am giddy abt a guy and i am nervous

 im getting into youtube

just cried out of gratitude for being able to openly listen to I KNOW by travis scott sos a

 i feel like  i am my dad 

 s0mething has to be happending cause im loving orange rn 

 i feel like im never fully expressing myself 

communication is a option for me   

 I feel like my social media is a horrible like really innacurate portrayl of myself

 i feel like we are a soul, like we are who WE are not like what we are perceived as. and i don't mean that in the "i don't like their perception of me" way i mean it in a literal sense. we are so much more than a body and a brain, there is something going on that we cant visualise there has to be. edit: yeah like smth we cant see maybe

 okay i dont think about things that have happened i think about people ive known 

 boring girls have boyfirends named jack and sam

 I feel comfrotable blogging on here. Firzst off its like who is gonna see this but also its kinda nice thinking maybe someday soembody will rememberr and htey could read this. I love going back and reading stuff ive posted so. i think thats all cause im bissy 

 I want to see myself happy, that's honestly it. I want to love somebody so much i feel good about it.